Thursday, September 17, 2009

Relieved


I didn't sleep well last night.

I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't go back to sleep.

Then all of us here in Melbourne woke up to a cold gloomy day this morning as opposed to the sunny weather we've been getting for the past few days.

But despite all that, I woke up today feeling more relieved than I had in a long time.

Maybe not as strongly or as drastically different as I felt when the very annoying intruder left almost 3 weeks ago because boy, was I thrilled!

It's such a liberating feeling knowing that someone annoying isn't just gonna rock up whenever they feel like it and shamelessly stay on to ruin your days for however long they like as if that's their God damn right.

I nearly wanted to do a tribal dance and kiss the floor when I found out he was gonna be gone for 5 weeks, I was THAT excited!

Oh I can't even begin to tell ya!

But I must say, this feels pretty darn good too.

D* left last night to join her boyfriend on vacation for the next 2 weeks, and let's just say that she wasn't the only one who's been counting down to this day.

It's actually a rather sad thing to say when I think about it. I used to really like D* and enjoy her company, until the annoying intruder "happened" and she became this totally different person than the girl I used to know (and like).

Oh well.

People change, and not always for the better. I guess.

Okay, time to stop bitching.

Like Wen said, I better start enjoying the "absence" because before I know it, they will be back with a vengeance!

Maybe later on I should do a naked run in my quiet and peaceful apartment.

Just for the sake of it. Haha.

Ahhh freedom is such a fresh breath of air!

For now.