Thursday, May 17, 2012

Stressed


I am stressed.

Been feeling stressed since the day I agreed to accept the job offer.

Not so much about the job itself, really.

I love my job, and I know I am good at what I do.

I guess the stress is more coming from having to wake up early in the morning, and then being stuck at work for the rest of the day.

I'm not much of a morning person. I think we have established that pretty clearly, haven't we? Haha.

But the main issue is, I'm just not ready. I guess.

At this stage, I'd still prefer to have a fully laid back lifestyle for a while. 

Waking up at noon, have my brunch with a pot of freshly brewed full-flavoured tea, take afternoon naps, and spend the day with complete freedom of doing (or rather, not doing) whatever I want.

Instead of having the pressure of waking up on time so early on a freezing cold morning, knowing that all the staff will be waiting for you to open because you are the one holding the key.

I'm stressed just thinking about alarm clock.

Oh dear.