Sleep
I spent my first day back in Melbourne drifting in and out of sleep.
I'm not tired or jet-lagged. Sleeping is just one of my ways trying to escape from reality.
I know I've done this a thousand times before and I should be used to it by now, but I am not.
I know how people are going to tell me that it's gonna get better with time so just try to be strong for now, but at the moment, I really can't see how this is gonna get any easier.
Can someone actually die from loneliness?
You know what? Don't answer that.
I'm going back to sleep.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJBrtbgcCPwkGIOKokf6NcVoi0xzN21Mi0UUY0x2Lp0aF1pV-S0_nGf-tEycWNKLKCz2g8th7IrJ2JexVJQj2FixbiutHGdjYVtQJn2AUiuMxb8hnZ9lGKUUxysqw_isMAaiAGiQ/s320/24.jpg)
I'm not tired or jet-lagged. Sleeping is just one of my ways trying to escape from reality.
I know I've done this a thousand times before and I should be used to it by now, but I am not.
I know how people are going to tell me that it's gonna get better with time so just try to be strong for now, but at the moment, I really can't see how this is gonna get any easier.
Can someone actually die from loneliness?
You know what? Don't answer that.
I'm going back to sleep.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJBrtbgcCPwkGIOKokf6NcVoi0xzN21Mi0UUY0x2Lp0aF1pV-S0_nGf-tEycWNKLKCz2g8th7IrJ2JexVJQj2FixbiutHGdjYVtQJn2AUiuMxb8hnZ9lGKUUxysqw_isMAaiAGiQ/s320/24.jpg)