Thursday, November 02, 2006

All By My Lonesome

There are many things I can complain about, but there are also many things I have to be thankful for.

So I guess I'll stick to the latter. It just seems easier on everybody this way.

I'm easily lonely these days. I never used to be like this.

I used to love to be alone so I can do my own things. But I realise I crave for companionship nowadays.

Is it a sign of insecurity? *Shrugs* Maybe.

Or maybe I'm just too used to having my family and Bee around for the past 8 months. Suddenly living a life on my own seems a little too much to handle.

Everything takes a while to get used to. I just need to suck it up and take it like a big gal ey?

Melbourne is great, I can't complain.

I used to call it my magical city. Over the years, it lost some of its glitters here and there, but it's still my favourite city in the whole world.

I just get a little too lonely sometimes.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

New Month, New City

So I've been back in Melbourne for nearly 2 weeks now.

Some brief updates:

  1. Got myself a few job offers.
  2. Busy catching up with friends.
  3. Having terrible flu, one after after, because of the crazy weather.
  4. Still living outta my suitcases.
  5. Starting work next Monday. (Ugh!)
  6. Did my tax return. The closing date was yesterday.
  7. Missing my bee too much. *Sobs sobs*
  8. Need new clothes for work but am too lazy to shop.

Oh oh oh, and I assembled my desktop ALL BY MYSELF. Without any help from anyone. It's no big deal for a lot of people, I know, but it's a first for me! I'm so proud of myself. Haha. The things a gal's gotta do when the boyfriend is not around huh?

Now if you'd excuse me, I have to nurse myself to bed. My nose is like a dripping tap and I'm sneezing madly.

I need some TLC! *Pouts*