Thursday, November 02, 2006

All By My Lonesome

There are many things I can complain about, but there are also many things I have to be thankful for.

So I guess I'll stick to the latter. It just seems easier on everybody this way.

I'm easily lonely these days. I never used to be like this.

I used to love to be alone so I can do my own things. But I realise I crave for companionship nowadays.

Is it a sign of insecurity? *Shrugs* Maybe.

Or maybe I'm just too used to having my family and Bee around for the past 8 months. Suddenly living a life on my own seems a little too much to handle.

Everything takes a while to get used to. I just need to suck it up and take it like a big gal ey?

Melbourne is great, I can't complain.

I used to call it my magical city. Over the years, it lost some of its glitters here and there, but it's still my favourite city in the whole world.

I just get a little too lonely sometimes.

5 left a petal:

Paris Beaverbanks said...

Its easy to fall into a rut and be complacent. I realised that too myself. So pick yourself up, girl and go out there and try to have fun. I know its easier said than done, but its the only way to beat the lonesome blues...

And I enjoyed my trip to Melbourne esp Crowne casino that gave me free money haha... I love the southbank :)

MisSmall said...

Paris Beaverbanks: Haha, I've never won anything from Crown. I 'contributed' some to its fund though. :P

Sometimes the worst kind of loneliness is the kind that you get even when you have company. :)

Anonymous said...

our malaysian angels are on the way to your place. Hang in there! i send angel doctors and angel nurses along with angel pharmacist! no worries!

kimmysia said...

Hi there. I didn't get the chance to thank you for visiting my blog some time ago. You have a nice blog here. Keep it up.

MisSmall said...

Kampungkai: I'm not quite sure what angels you're referring to, but I sure am glad that they're coming my way. :P

Kimmysia: Thanks for dropping by too. :)