Once Again

About 2 more weeks to go before I head back to Melbourne again, and I'm already feeling sad about leaving.

Sometimes this whole come-and-go thing gets a little tiring. I hate emotional roller coaster.

It always works like this - from the day I land, the clock starts ticking and counting down the days before I have to leave again.

It kinda sucks, if you asked me.

Cute and Clueless

I've been having terrible skin for nearly a month now.

Breakouts, congestion, blocked pores, dullness, uneven skin tone. You name it, I've got it.

I blame it on stress and my unhealthy lifestyle.

My face is a warzone, and no amount of makeup can cover it up anymore. I'm in desperate need for a good facial.

That's when the following conversation took place.

Girlfriend Bee: Sweetie, have you seen my stack of name cards?

Boyfriend Bee: Um, no. What do you need?

Girlfriend Bee: The number for Leonard Drake. I need to make an appointment, STAT.

Boyfriend Bee: Why?

Girlfriend Bee: I need help with major skin problems!

Boyfriend Bee: Oh? *Leans in to study girlfriend bee's face*

Girlfriend Bee: *Screams and covers face* Don't look at my pimples!

Boyfriend Bee: But, you don't have any. *With a puzzled and sincere look on his face*

*Sighs*

Yes, my boyfriend is cute when he's clueless like that.

To Do

I have many things on my to-do list.

Facial at Leonard Drake. Haircut. Shopping. More shopping. Appointment with dermatologist. Catching up with friends. A visit to the dentist. Errands for mum. And the list goes on.

Yet the only thing that I have been doing, and feel like doing, is bumming around at home with Bee. We haven't been eating proper meals because we even procrastinate on going out to get food or takeaways.

But I am happy, and completely at ease. It is the most natural and blissful feeling in the world, when I can spend every minute of the day with him.

So maybe, this is the priority of my to-do's.

To be with him.

*Jumps in bed and takes another nap with Bee*

Where I Belong

Landed in KL just before the dawn breaks this morning .

Same as what we always do, Bee and I went straight home to catch up on sleep after he picked me up from the airport.

The past week has been a rather bumpy ride for us. We were still having a heated argument right before I left for airport in Melbourne.

But the instant he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my hair, all our problems seemed to fade away momentarily.

I sighed and realised that no matter how hard I try to fight it, this is where I belong.

In his arms.

Manolo Blahnik Luccado D'Orsay Pumps

I wrote about my longing for the Sedaraby pumps here.

But I couldn't find them anywhere. Not even on ebay. :(

The Luccado pumps, however, are available.

Difference between the two - Sedaraby comes with oval buckle; Luccado's got square ones.

Can't decide? Well, I guess it very much depends on the cut of diamond(s) of the engagement ring ey?

*Daydreams*

Edit: Apparently the Sedaraby's can be custom ordered from Manolo Blahnik. Life's hopeful again. :D

The Walk

Last night, I dreamt that I got married.

In these shoes.

The Manolo Blahnik rhinestone-studded Sedaraby pumps in silver. As featured in episode 83 of Sex and the City, "A Woman's Right to Shoes".

I don't know which made me happier. The fact that I got married, or the fact that I was wearing these shoes.

"The fact is, sometimes it's hard to walk in a single woman's shoes. That's why we need really special ones now and then, to make the walk a little more fun." ~Carrie Bradshaw (Sex and the City)

No offence to Carrie, but maybe it's hard to walk in any woman's shoes. Single or not.

And sometimes, it's even harder to take the plunge to walk down the aisle, not knowing what's awaiting ahead. Or in my case, clearly knowing that it's not gonna be a walk in the park.

Maybe that's when we need some really REALLY special shoes.

No, I'm not getting married just yet.

But when I do, I wanna be wearing these.