Tuesday, May 25, 2010


Bee and I woke up this morning hoping that we would have clearer mind or a glorious solution would reveal itself to us.

You know, with the sky opening up, angels singing and shedding light on the right path to show us the way.

But nope, it didn't happen.

So like all other mere mortals, we have to make our own decisions.

And being the indecisive people Bee and I both are, we couldn't.

It's almost like the feeling when you when you get so close to something and you can't see it? I don't even know if this is one of those occasions, but boy do I feel lost!

So I messaged the agent this morning and told him that we need a few days to think it over.

The truth is, I'm only buying time.

The truth is, the dream is suddenly so close, and I don't know what to do.

The truth is, I am scared.