Monday, May 14, 2012


Bee and I have been having a lot of fights lately.

Almost on a daily basis, I'd say.

It's an understatement to say that our relationship is not in a good place.

Even the smallest thing could spark a huge argument. And sometimes, a full-on yelling match.

We are on the edge of breaking down.

It is BAD. All capitals.

I think the major underlying reason is because I just have so much pent up anger, resentment and bitterness towards his obnoxious and psychotic (I'm being kind with my choice of words, believe you me) family after having to deal with them in close proximity for the past few months.

And it's not a new thing. This deep hatred and distaste. All the dramas in the past few months just reignited and intensified those feelings further.

In fact, they are one of the main causes of my depression for the past few years.

They are just, impossible!

I have no words for it. Really.

There are certain people that I seriously wish that I could get rid of and have nothing to do with. Ever!

Or simply do not exist at all. In my world or this.

Till then.