Leaving

Again.

I booked my ticket today. I'm leaving for KL on 12 October, then to Melbourne on 20 October.

Tears welled up in my eyes the moment I confirmed the dates. Homesickness has sneaked up on me a little too early and too strongly this time.

My heart's never felt so heavy about leaving for Australia. I guess I now know that nothing is gonna wait around for me forever. Things won't always be the same for me to come back someday.

It's an indescribable feeling. It's breaking my heart.

I am at a loss for words.

*Deep sighs*