Another Monday
I was supposed to start studying today.
I didn't. The procrastinator in me.
I feel so incompetent that I'm afraid of going back to work. I've been away for way too long, I feel like a stranger to the industry now.
I REALLY should start studying. If only I knew how to nail that into my head.
I miss Melbourne. I miss the shopping, the lifestyle, the working environment, the friends I have there, Italian food in Lygon Street, big breakfast in St. Kilda, and just about everything else.
I miss the life I used to have. I just function better there.
But I'm gonna miss my loved ones in Malaysia. My parents, my brothers, and my Bee. I love them so much and I hate to leave them. Oh I'm missing them already!
Why can't I have both at the same time? Why do I have to choose?
I guess I'll never understand.
I didn't. The procrastinator in me.
I feel so incompetent that I'm afraid of going back to work. I've been away for way too long, I feel like a stranger to the industry now.
I REALLY should start studying. If only I knew how to nail that into my head.
I miss Melbourne. I miss the shopping, the lifestyle, the working environment, the friends I have there, Italian food in Lygon Street, big breakfast in St. Kilda, and just about everything else.
I miss the life I used to have. I just function better there.
But I'm gonna miss my loved ones in Malaysia. My parents, my brothers, and my Bee. I love them so much and I hate to leave them. Oh I'm missing them already!
Why can't I have both at the same time? Why do I have to choose?
I guess I'll never understand.
6 left a petal:
That's life - full of "whys" & "ifs" - & making difficult choices.
You know you can count on me, my friend - regardless of whatever road you take.
HUGS!
Jemima: Don't we just hate making choices in life? But then again, maybe we should be thankful that we were given choices.
Thanks, girl! You're so sweet! *Hugs*
Thanks for dropping by my site, your site is cool~*
Theangel: You're welcome, girl.
easy, move to tokyo.
Ky: Wow, why didn't I think of that? *Rolls eyes*
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