Not Yet

Yes, I'm back from Cat City earlier than expected.

Mum's CT scan came out normal, which is a huge HUGE relief for all of us.

It's a terrifying feeling waiting for the result, I always feel that we're so close to losing her every single time. I can only imagine how scary it would be for her to have to go through this, it's like waiting for a death sentence that might hit anytime.

My heart aches so badly for her, even more so when I see her trying to act strong and tough for us.

We're still waiting for her blood test result though. The hospital sent her blood sample to KL to test for tumour marker. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that it will come back normal too.

I need more time. I'm not ready to lose her yet.

Edit: Mum's blood test result came back to be normal too. Thank you, Lord!