Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Back to Melbourne

Bee and I just booked my ticket back to Melbourne. I'm leaving in the first week of April.

This is the first time in 10 years (or ever) that I leave Malaysia with an one-way ticket. I've always had the yearly return open ticket.

The duration of my stay is undecided at this stage. It could be anything between a few months to a year or more. At some point, I might even consider taking up Australia citizenship.

Yes I'm sick of my home country and I'm not afraid to say it. :|

I do not have a concrete plan as of what I'm gonna do or what's next for me. I guess it's fairly obvious that I still do not know what I want in life when pretty much everyone else is expecting me to start laying out a more solid foundation for the future.

I'm actually having difficulty comprehending my own feelings at the moment. Am I excited, or am I scared? Am I glad, or am I sad?

In the wise man's words, "I am not sure yet but I know that things will eventually become clearer in time."

I'm hoping that the same applies to all things in life.