Thursday, February 02, 2006

Boot Camp Day 10

I still don't want to talk.

And I don't want anyone to say anything right to me. The right advices, the right thing to do, the right move to make.

I hear that all day long. This is the last space I need more of it.

Maybe I don't want to listen to the right advices, to do the right thing, or to make the right move. Maybe I just want to do what is right for my heart now. Maybe I just want to quit.

I'm tired. I want it to stop.

Why doesn't anyone understand that?

Maybe I'm just not cut out for this. Maybe I don't want to go through it again. Maybe this is not what I need to do in my life. Maybe I'm just not strong enough. Maybe I just hate it.

Or maybe, I'm just a spoilt brat who needs to rant.