Friday, October 17, 2008


That pretty much sums up how I feel.

In length, it can be described as - Unmotivated. Tired. Bored. Frustrated. Sick. Depressed. Idle. Anxious. Blue. Dull.

In short - blah.

Not even "blah!", just "blah..". If you know what I mean.

For the past few weeks, I've been feeling so lethargic and lack of energy that I just can't be bothered with anything. Nothing really excites me, and nothing sparks my interest at all.

Normally a good hearty (read: sinful) meal provides certain degree of comfort during time like this, but my gastro-reflux has been so bad that I can barely keep food down.

I can't eat. I can't sleep. And I'm constantly tired.

I almost feel like my spirit is defeated.